Sunday, 07 October 2007
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Me and My Gang
By Rascal Flatts
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see relatedA Relatively Non-Insane Post
I'm completely different now. Or it feels that way. I can't bring myself to look at my old posts. I just can't because it's a reiminder of how negative and destructive I used to be. I won't deny that I still am that way and have the ability to be very self-destructive, but I'm trying to be more positive. On the other hand, those posts are a reminder of how I used to be and of who I don't want to be.
I think sometimes I make myself believe something, even if I don't. There were a lot of days that I have no idea how I got through, but I made myself get up and get through the day. I faked my way through believing things would get better, and for the first time in a while, it seems like things are going okay.
Now it's time for sleep, because once November hits, there's no telling how sleep deprived I'll be!
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